news
had after a wonderful afternoon of joy, love and perfect harmony with friends I heart in the night a surprise visit: Ganesha, the Indian elephant god, has been found. He was very excited and thrilled I announced news. He was very happy and playful and has made all sorts of contortions with his trunk. There were also other well-wishers there, who were also very happy.
means for me Ganeshas visit: fresh start, maybe a new project, and it was also something very fundamental and very important to act. Ganesha in Hinduism at the beginning of ceremony, new projects, companies, enterprises, changes, etc. called. It offers protection and helps to good success. So I've learned on a trip to India.
Am nächsten Tag hatte ich dann das Gefühl, dass sich etwas Grundlegendes verändert hat. In der Meditation war Ganesha wieder da und hat noch einmal bekräftigt, wie überaus wichtig und schön dieses Neue ist. Was genau er meint, ist mir noch nicht völlig klar, aber ich fühle mich auf eine neue Art sicher und bereit, etwas Neues zu wagen und alles mögliche Alte über den Haufen zu werfen. Ich spüre und weiß, dass für mich etwas begonnen hat, was sich nicht zurückdrehen lässt, dass es großartig und das einzig Richtige ist und das, wonach ich mich gesehnt habe. Ich hab darüber absolute Gewissheit. Es kommt nicht auf einen Schlag, sondern ist dabei, sich langsam nach und nach zu entfalten. I'm so excited ...
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
7 Dpo Implantation Symptoms
show self-confidence
Hello, is there anyone who is faced with uncertainties at the time, the question is how well it looks this week in the account and in your personal life? I feel like in me is a growing concern.
Neither I am unemployed, working briefly, but in my situation, I wonder if I completely trust that after my divorce myself am able to care for my income? I trust that my wallet will be full, though suggesting that my employees salary, that is currently the largest part of my revenue could be lower in a few months? In fact, I have more fear than confidence.
I view my life as it was before, and how it is all my trust in myself ordered. This does not look too rosy: I remember mostly because been criticized to be not enough to have made itself small and me to have. The name "Little" I even married! The thing I was always in the most difficult phases somehow kept her going was not the confidence in myself
Now I know I am not separate from a higher power, I'm delivered, but that I am responsible for everything that has happened, even if it is done unconsciously and out of my human consciousness was. Now it is time to make the decision to take my responsibility very aware of everything, no ifs and buts. I know that I will not let myself down that I will take care of me, because I love myself so much! Meanwhile, I'm now safe. I am not at the mercy of others, nor to an uncertain fate, but I have it in hand, as my life goes.
thing is a long time that I went for the love of light, and that my life is towards more and more of it to allow in my life. Then I eventually realized that the other side of the coin has its importance and authority, and that it was a condition of my knowledge. Now I want to finally trust blindly and make it my point that I create always and in any case the right thing and the best for me and the big picture and experience when I am in contact with myself, to my heart and my inner voice heard - although I can see from my perspective, not necessarily that it is the best.
I know I'm always meeting decisions and that I can always change their direction. I know that developments must not linear, ie, that do not have to determine the old experiences of my life, but that I now and can make this completely new and different experiences that contradict what has been learned. I uninstall the old programs that were still in the background and leave the rat race, yes!
Tobias, in June said that the reason for our often self-sabotage is our fear of perfection. A fear that there is perhaps nothing more, nothing remains when we have "it" (whatever) is reached, because then comes the unknown. Then we will apply not really aware of the creators of our reality, excuses and evasions. Then we enter new territory. He reassures us, saying, any development is not a circle, the infinite in the continues to run, but a spiral that has no end and further screwed into new heights.
means to me now, back on its course, aware of it, to perceive and appreciate me, and to rely on my self-love. I trust unconditionally, joyfully bestride and explore the new ways that open up. And in that sense I let my weak moments in my weakness, and take me with love and understanding in the arm.
Hello, is there anyone who is faced with uncertainties at the time, the question is how well it looks this week in the account and in your personal life? I feel like in me is a growing concern.
Neither I am unemployed, working briefly, but in my situation, I wonder if I completely trust that after my divorce myself am able to care for my income? I trust that my wallet will be full, though suggesting that my employees salary, that is currently the largest part of my revenue could be lower in a few months? In fact, I have more fear than confidence.
I view my life as it was before, and how it is all my trust in myself ordered. This does not look too rosy: I remember mostly because been criticized to be not enough to have made itself small and me to have. The name "Little" I even married! The thing I was always in the most difficult phases somehow kept her going was not the confidence in myself
Now I know I am not separate from a higher power, I'm delivered, but that I am responsible for everything that has happened, even if it is done unconsciously and out of my human consciousness was. Now it is time to make the decision to take my responsibility very aware of everything, no ifs and buts. I know that I will not let myself down that I will take care of me, because I love myself so much! Meanwhile, I'm now safe. I am not at the mercy of others, nor to an uncertain fate, but I have it in hand, as my life goes.
thing is a long time that I went for the love of light, and that my life is towards more and more of it to allow in my life. Then I eventually realized that the other side of the coin has its importance and authority, and that it was a condition of my knowledge. Now I want to finally trust blindly and make it my point that I create always and in any case the right thing and the best for me and the big picture and experience when I am in contact with myself, to my heart and my inner voice heard - although I can see from my perspective, not necessarily that it is the best.
I know I'm always meeting decisions and that I can always change their direction. I know that developments must not linear, ie, that do not have to determine the old experiences of my life, but that I now and can make this completely new and different experiences that contradict what has been learned. I uninstall the old programs that were still in the background and leave the rat race, yes!
Tobias, in June said that the reason for our often self-sabotage is our fear of perfection. A fear that there is perhaps nothing more, nothing remains when we have "it" (whatever) is reached, because then comes the unknown. Then we will apply not really aware of the creators of our reality, excuses and evasions. Then we enter new territory. He reassures us, saying, any development is not a circle, the infinite in the continues to run, but a spiral that has no end and further screwed into new heights.
means to me now, back on its course, aware of it, to perceive and appreciate me, and to rely on my self-love. I trust unconditionally, joyfully bestride and explore the new ways that open up. And in that sense I let my weak moments in my weakness, and take me with love and understanding in the arm.
Friday, June 19, 2009
Kates Playground Monile Vids
weakness
It's scraping the barrel! Uncomfortable is that for myself, and certainly before others. Someone like me, a woman who "her husband is" single parent manages all which is present in such a way of earning a living on the lights and attach the small repairs up to financial decisions, including the office stuff. The usual female domains in the house and kitchen I speak anyway. Well, now I am here and I feel weak, alone, helpless, like, no more, no more. What's going on?
It costs me overcome enormous to admit it, but I feel weak. While running and working in the field everything, but I want my imbalanced, predominantly masculine way of life no longer fit me, tweaks and zwackt me at all ends. Words and ideas such as devotion, passivity, allowing, receiving, and Es-well-be-can emerge. Instead to the male style with myself, identify, I will describe my situation openly, because rings around me I watch and learn that it is with women and men alike that not every so lightly away with it, but one or the other already the nose landing.
So far, I've always built my strength, energy, assertiveness and work, have the erkämfte Freedom loved and now wants to be in show me a scarcely ever known weakness is growing, increasing my need for tenderness, gentleness, to femininity with all its attributes . With my tendency to patronize and to check the other side of the coin, then, I had long concerned and they have integrated with similar properties, mostly. Now here is my toughest challenge to me. Is accompanied by an immense fear and everything will be pushed by a large emergency.
Since I maintain my self-love and caring am with myself, I started to dig up buried my femininity - she has been missing me so much. I still feel this self-created shell around me, but now it hinders me, has become the ballast, instead of protecting me. My body clearly reveals the softness that I wanted to live yourself. As of now I trust my feelings and listen to my inner voice, the same time I am lenient with me, if not fold's like Sun Now I look my fear of being weak and possibly something "not to create" in the eye and can already see that it begins to melt away. I am strong, I've proved. Now I finally want to live my weakness.
It's scraping the barrel! Uncomfortable is that for myself, and certainly before others. Someone like me, a woman who "her husband is" single parent manages all which is present in such a way of earning a living on the lights and attach the small repairs up to financial decisions, including the office stuff. The usual female domains in the house and kitchen I speak anyway. Well, now I am here and I feel weak, alone, helpless, like, no more, no more. What's going on?
It costs me overcome enormous to admit it, but I feel weak. While running and working in the field everything, but I want my imbalanced, predominantly masculine way of life no longer fit me, tweaks and zwackt me at all ends. Words and ideas such as devotion, passivity, allowing, receiving, and Es-well-be-can emerge. Instead to the male style with myself, identify, I will describe my situation openly, because rings around me I watch and learn that it is with women and men alike that not every so lightly away with it, but one or the other already the nose landing.
So far, I've always built my strength, energy, assertiveness and work, have the erkämfte Freedom loved and now wants to be in show me a scarcely ever known weakness is growing, increasing my need for tenderness, gentleness, to femininity with all its attributes . With my tendency to patronize and to check the other side of the coin, then, I had long concerned and they have integrated with similar properties, mostly. Now here is my toughest challenge to me. Is accompanied by an immense fear and everything will be pushed by a large emergency.
Since I maintain my self-love and caring am with myself, I started to dig up buried my femininity - she has been missing me so much. I still feel this self-created shell around me, but now it hinders me, has become the ballast, instead of protecting me. My body clearly reveals the softness that I wanted to live yourself. As of now I trust my feelings and listen to my inner voice, the same time I am lenient with me, if not fold's like Sun Now I look my fear of being weak and possibly something "not to create" in the eye and can already see that it begins to melt away. I am strong, I've proved. Now I finally want to live my weakness.
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