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The message of the octopus

An octopus holds me tight in her embrace. My feeling here is intense pain and a profound sadness. Why? Has love shaman who looks at me and discovered the octopus, the question is whether the octopus represents a threat or a protection for me?

Indeed, their role is ambivalent, the octopus is both for me, answered that question for me is clearly ambiguous. What does that mean? I realize that the octopus is a symbolic guard, which I myself have created and put in office. This essence embodies a basic idea, which I indulge in an idea, a theoretical construct that is associated with certain feelings and sensations. The octopus had used me to protect me from a realization that I still do not have to endure. Aha, this may sound a little slant? At least that's the answer that sounds out of me. So I want to trace.

For many months already I'm thinking about my love affairs. My feeling now is that here is a link. For some time I'm without a partner, fall in love but now and then. The then felt love goes far beyond what I feel is appropriate or adequate. I observe that although sometimes at other, it feels but also with them for me as an observer, not "right" to. What happens in such a case?

is for me it is just as heartfelt, deep, hidden as held sense of self-depreciation in value and function of the counterpart, from the outside, which is now becoming clearer. My secret idea is probably that I better, more valuable, but I am myself and I can actually feel myself when I go to connect with another human being. I like to merge with the other, for otherwise there would be - and this is now clear to me - the "danger" that I myself really and truly discover - and who knows then what happens ... Certainly this is an idea that scares me. And herein lies the reason that I have used on a level beyond the daily consciousness of the octopus as a guard to protect me from a knowledge that I will not hasten hastily, for it is enormous and changed my life.

So I'm like lost in the other me away, but not out of the feeling of being so much of it overflowing, but out of fear and a distraction from my perceived as flawed perfection. I have deceived myself so, the men, however, have recently smelled a rat more often, sometimes unconsciously. In everyday life the way I was independently, and have lived my mainly to compensate male, active, and dominant aspects. The octopus has me secretly held protectively caught before new insight into the idea that I heal in the not me, definitely not, I am perfect, and that I have the opposite need is what my supplements, so I safe, happy and fulfilled can be. An old, old story is that, and it is the story of many women and men.

Now I am ready to play my own perfection to unlock the treasure within myself and to enter my paradise. But before I celebrate a party with the giant octopus - and we will es so richtig krachen lassen! Die große Traurigkeit, die ich in der Umarmung der Krake empfunden hatte, so wird mir jetzt auch klar, war nicht etwa begründet in meiner derzeitigen Situation als Alleinstehende, sondern es war die abgrundtiefe Traurigkeit meiner Seele darüber, dass ich ihr nicht zuhöre und sie immer noch nicht voll integriere und lebe.

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Resistance is futile

• With all the money in the world, we can not stop the future.
  
• We need new forms of energy, economy, politics and communication
  in particular!
  

live like in the era of hyper information, and make us one with rhetorical Busch drums to communicate. Each

[monetary] resistance must be shorted.

The root of all evil is the eternal yesterday, the money is only being kept on life support.

For the future there is nothing in the way:

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Bei mir ist Land unter, persönliche Glaubensmuster, Handlungsstandards und Ängste werden vom bayerischen Dauerregen freigespült, eingeweicht oder gleich ertränkt.

Alles ist anders, Schluss mit der endlosen Wiederholung des ewig Gleichen - das gilt definitiv in meiner Welt. Punkt 0. Sehr schmerzhaft, zugleich tröstlich und sehr exciting.

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integration of a aspect - Example

My dream: I'm out of this world, represented as a hotel in which I live. Every day I had many encounters with people. My constant companion in this life is a ferret, this Marderart, with sharp, pointed teeth, which is extremely agile and nimble. My ferret is very snappy and if I am in conversation with others, it bites too often and hurt the other. This bothers me and I try to prevent it. Somehow it does not work. All attempts fail in the ferret room locked up. So I bind to the ferret's mouth before we move out. But the Bandage does not hold. Then I decide to stay the ferrets and throw it somewhere into the bushes. From a distance I have to watch as it eats now innocent little animals. No, I can this vicious predator not simply let go of the world and take it back to me.

Now I ask in the spirit of my teacher, I can do, because I want to share the pain, which causes the ferret to an end. She says - of course, because this is our way - I could save it but simply by my breathing. I realize that this is an aspect of myself is, an unloved, outcast proportion that can be redeemed only by looking at him in my heart breathe.

But how can I invite this snappy little monster in my heart? It also bites me and caused me to stabbing pain. Well, that's the way I know. I take all my courage and begin to breathe deeply while I look at the ferret. Breathing is difficult and it hurts. But I keep going because I want this here once and for all times behind me. Suddenly I see how changing the ferret its shape: The coat disappeared, the mouth with sharp teeth lose its shape. I continued to breathe, Tears are running down my face. The body of the animal - it's not a ferret more - is smooth and soft, round head and a few large, childlike eyes look at me. A monster that is not here anymore. I continued to breathe. We look at each other. Almost looks like now the essence of a seal-baby, a Howler. And it calls for me, afraid of starvation, being left alone.

I now realize the nature of this system. It's like all my issues, my child, my creature. And I had failed, at least ignored for a long time. It has become a monster, because every aspect of calls at some point his right to be. When the time is ripe, and if we are mature, there will be confrontation. For me it is now taken out by some events in the outside, done in a dream. Otherwise would have perhaps held in meditation, in a return that would have been possible target. My soul takes me, whenever I'm ready, and that is our only one.

This baby seal, I can now enter into my heart. This being, I can hug, give him the love he deserves. I realize that had been hiding behind the mask of evil hurting, little monster, a proportion that I had not loved, but I had tried to hide or get rid of. That never works with the aspects that I know for a long time, and yet I've tried it again, because I was afraid.

After so integration is complete, I do not begrudge me rest, give myself credit, for it is something great happen, a release. I'm still a little more free and confident and I enjoy the peace that is spreading.

Note: This Ferret aspect has shown for the other does not malignant, but was manipulative. I will make the presentation here is not too complicated, but rather illustrate the mechanism of integration. Who wants to know, at what point it was in this case, I am speaking to you.