Monday, February 2, 2009

Grey Ring Bearer Tuxedo

experience in a state of contemplation

Ich zentriere mich, begebe mich mit meiner Aufmerksamkeit in meinen Körper, in my heart. I breathe calmly, feel, perceive me guess, the microcosm true in me.

I stretch my attention on a single cell of my body. Now I let my attention expand until I perceive other cells, many at the same time in different places of my body. My perception expands to cells in my bone, my organs, my skin ... I can feel and see the light in each of these cells. As the sun shines and illuminates each. My body contains millions of glowing suns.

A male is suddenly facing me, smiling at me. Exactly I can recognize the face. Maybe he is a warrior at least he wears the sword on his hip. It occurs to me, and completely unspectacular manner, without a word or any side effects, he walks in full size body into me. We merge. Now I turn around.

Here is a goal. The two doors open inward. I am going to glory in this new space. In retrospect, I remember now, unfortunately, little more of what I perceive here.

Another goal is shown. This gate remains closed, only a small opening it has, namely the keyhole. It does not look as if this would ever be able to open the gate. It is more like a wall and yet I know that this wall is a door and I see the keyhole. I float through this keyhole now easily in the space behind the wall without effort.

It has some big dark void that still feels very comfortable and warm. I am completely at peace, in neutral space. Everything is as it is and it is good. In this vast space, which is perhaps without end, I float as a gigantic creature. My body is composed of infinitely many particles that are not connected together. They all light up and shine like small suns. Although they depend on each other, they is not aware of. Only I have the real overview about the whole scenario.

I move a toe gently my huge body and cause a huge storm. At this point, chaos erupts, many affected by the particles rearrange. I breathe and with every breath I create new points of light, new sun, which now have their own lives and develop. But all remain with me and with each other.

soon as I like to free myself from this experience. Actually, nothing has changed as a result. Only this inner smile I had not, this deep and yet incredibly smooth and easy smile. to

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