What I want
5. Mai 2010 - 19:54 – Ina Martina „Ihr wisst ja gar nicht, was ihr wollt“, haben wir uns öfter anhören müssen in Botschaften aus der geistigen Welt. Hm. Stimmt das für mich? Weiß ich es wirklich nicht? Ehrlich gesagt war ich in Bezug auf wesentliche Bereiche meiner Lebensgestaltung tatsächlich unsicher, was es ist, dass ich will.
Herauszufinden, was ich n i c h t will, ist ein Anfang, da gibt es vieles, aber herauszufinden, was ich will, erfordert Mut zur Ent-Scheidung. Das war bei me the whole point. I did not dare to define what I want, because then I could even possibly have the experience that the then not yet realized. Then I would take time to restore one of these disappointments. That I "can not do" or "do not deserve anyway," would have been programs that took place in the background in me, and that often the realization of my desires and intentions have been impossible from the outset.
But now I do not trust me. I realized that I only when I have the courage to formulate what I want, with the corresponding potentials that yes, there are undoubtedly related to many others, can go into contact. As long as my ideas remain vague, they find me and I do not wear today. Knew, or at least I have always imagined what makes my heart sing, it did indeed begin to learn again and again, but too painful was it, again and again the crash, the failure to experience the death of my happiness.
Now is the time ripe, or I'm to gain clarity in me. I know the ups and downs, this wave motion, sufficiently, and I now no longer afraid. I have the courage to define for me what I want to attend to the heart and mind and agree to bring my idea with passion, yes! And then something amazing happens: It is no longer so important at a time. I have my wishes, this deep tendon approved. And it has: resolved. I allow deeply that I can find my happiness and sense the same time that I no longer need it. It does not matter.
Whether this or that is achieved, not necessarily in my hand. The cycles and rhythms of growth and decay in this world I would not change. Everything that happens to me here, is also linked to others and what they want. Now I know what I want and feel that I've only been achieved by in some way in me. It is good now, I have taken another step to freedom.
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